its so weird....honestly speaking...idk how to feel. im always afraid of sad endings, they hurt, and live in my heart inevitabily always, and takes away my peace for days, this is also the reason i HATE love triangles, bcuz all i think is, does someone need to be sad for the other to be happy...? isnt that selfish and i also think a lot about myself, what if i was there, would i have acheived anything different, am i even different, honestly it scares me as i think everything can be acheived wih hardwork no matter what so when things come to luck and fate, it scares me, that ive lost control over one thing i wanted to hold on so much, its like holding on to a kite that flies and im the direction it has but inevitabily its the wind who makes it move, no matter how hard i try i cant make the kite fly all by myself and if i do, its sharp string will make my hand bleed, it scary how its all just not in anyone's control no matter how rich how pretty its annoying well anyways, i love this masterpiece, this is the best thing ive ever read or in fact most beautiful thing ive ever experienced
Umm im logging out anyways so...bye ig