You still using your husband's surname? If you are running away, you should change your name+appearance+ your body language etc etc. also you should not try to contact anyone for several years. Idk what's going on in your mind
NOWHERE FEELS LIKE HOME ANYMORE
I FEEL SO LOST
I'M LEAVING THIS SITE
THANK YOU WHOEVER TALKED TO ME, YOU MADE MY LIFE A LITTLE LESS LONELY
GOOD BYE, LIVE WELL
I FEEL SO LOST
I'M LEAVING THIS SITE
THANK YOU WHOEVER TALKED TO ME, YOU MADE MY LIFE A LITTLE LESS LONELY
GOOD BYE, LIVE WELL