You have to read the novel to see the sm** because of restrictions on the manga because of who and where it was made by
pLeAsE dOn'T tHrOw My LoVe AwAaY-, pLeAsE dOn'T tHrOw My LoVe AwAaY-, yAh YaH-
i'M sIcK aNd TrIeD oF y'AlL gAmEs, DoN't MaKe Me CoMe FoR yOu-
i'M sIcK aNd TrIeD oF y'AlL gAmEs, DoN't MaKe Me CoMe FoR yOu-