my sister is a college student and im so fond of her to the point i wan't to be like her, no my mom nor dad have a favorite on either of us my parents love us equally but i just find my self hating her for no specific reason, it confuse me because everytime i see or talk to my sister it just makes my blood boil and my stomach twirling and my head filling with negative thoughts. I don't hate my sister but i seem to find my self wanting to choke or slap her even though she didn't do anything. . .
it's quite the opposite for me. my sister is like the worst student in her grade. She have bad grades whereas I am like one of the top students in my class tho I have some bad days I never fall down from my position of the top 5. I love my sister to death and they do too tho they doesn't admit it but we can tell it from our behavior with eachother even tho we have extreme fights with eachother. I have two sisters I am the oldest and from a few years ago they had been excluding me a lot and made like a little pair of themselves and didn't include me in any of their talks. It turned out that they were just jealous of me being a perfect child for my mother where as I was jealous of them coz they didn't have any responsibility as the younger ones. And mom would comfort them whenever they failed. They could hug her whenever they can where as I am always in the corner listening to them having fun-. My mom just uses me to vent about her in-laws and my dad which made me have depression, anxiety, and a bit of an eating disorder that even the school organized a therapist for me realizing that I need help- while my mom refuses to believe I am suffering lol 😂 sorry for venting lol here's a cookie in return 🍪
