@BlueBay yeah true, it is more realistic this way, because he was so isolated and that is his first connection with someone on so many levels.
Still I would have loved mc to be very oblivious of feelings in general and just super unaware of the effect he has on ml while ml falls first and hard and tries to lie to himself that’s not the case.
I like lewd innocent characters that are non chalant to their “arrogant”/experienced fuckbuddies without realizing it.
Naively hyper focused on s*x and all the other new things they experience, with love being farther from their imagination than the South Pole. It’s just a fun scenario for me. Saying “Love? Huh? Never crossed my mind” and breaking the playboy’s heart(he was so sure the innocent one is head over heels) until it’s mutual.
I read romance to relax & for the fluff butterflies
older than sailor moon 🌙
rec: Sa-ye(BL novel)