I keep seeing posts about growth or maturing.. Thats not it. This is pure self-destruction. Cirrus is at or about at bottom. Feels like the author just wants to hurt and punish Cirrus. I feel bad about Chanil and Ri-In. It's not like Cirrus flatly said nothing. I have re-read the chapters and while he does not flatly deny it, he treats Chanil as if he shouldn't distrust him and puts the ball back into his court to ask Ri-In. At that point, it's on Chanil. I also don't feel like Chanil is as innocent as everyone says. Then again, I feel like I really need to re-read from the beginning to fully understand the situation.
Comment by jermdaworm on Lost in the Cloud - Chapter 118
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@jermdaworm sorry wrong 😅 one
@jermdaworm he needs to suffer. He hurt many, rin over all cause she only cared about him and Cirrus wanted to break her relationship for malice against Chanil
Chanil too when he cared about Cirrus since they met, do not forget Chanil made Cirrus social life, without him Cirrus would still be bullied and he still wanted to hurt Chanil
Skylar was blackmailed and forcefully kissed by Cirrus, making his trauma go deeper
And you dare say Chanil and Skylar deserve to suffer? Nothing Skylar and Chanil said or did can compare to everything Cirrus put them through. You like Cirrus fine, do not victimise him, he is no victim from Chanil or Skylar
Chanil too when he cared about Cirrus since they met, do not forget Chanil made Cirrus social life, without him Cirrus would still be bullied and he still wanted to hurt Chanil
Skylar was blackmailed and forcefully kissed by Cirrus, making his trauma go deeper
And you dare say Chanil and Skylar deserve to suffer? Nothing Skylar and Chanil said or did can compare to everything Cirrus put them through. You like Cirrus fine, do not victimise him, he is no victim from Chanil or Skylar
@Abcd I never mentioned Skyler. Only thing he is guilty of is likely a straight guy and then liking someone that's on a verge of a full break down. Again, I feel there is more to Chanil. I also didn't say that Cirrus was innocent. Even with us knowing how broken he is, he's kind of to a point of being irredeemable. In no way in my post do I defend Cirrus actions. I can understand him and how broken he is due to the failures of people that were supposed to raise and protect him. It's really sad character development, and I hope the author has an amazing comeback for him.