Comment by thv on 4 Week Lovers - Chapter 5 (official)

Comment on Chapter4 Week Lovers - Chapter 5 (official)
Im sorry for writing all of this i just can't keep it in any more… u can ignore this idc…
Im so tired of having to deal with shi*** ppl that judge me for doing what I like everywhere i go and no matter what i do my freands don't want to talk to me cuz ppl grudge me and they don't want to look bad ppl call me 'bts, wich, dynamite, boom boom, la rawana, nokia, zapatos de lidel, small boom boom, miss i repeated the year 2 times cuz idk spanish and cuz im dum, etc…' that's at school at home all they do is tell me what to do and scream at me for using my phone and for taking a break if im not doing homework im doing chores and if not im being creamed at by my mom and my and if that wasn't good enough for them my family also cales me degrading names ' miss c shaped pack, at least i didn't repeat the year, get ur head out of the clouds, stop going out with ur freands, do something u useless sl**, etc…' and if that wasn't enough i can't stand looking at myself at the mirror cuz my back is hideous and im repulsed of myself, in a few months (on my bd) I'll have to do an operation and the chases are 40% success and 60% fail and idk how to feel abt it… im just tired of everything and i dont have energy to deal with all this i get judged for doing what i like, for just being in the same room and i just can't deal with these ppl any more and i can't deal with anything any more.
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@thv hey, I'm so bad with words sorry but, I just want u to know that - even if we're complete strangers - I'm by ur side and u have all my support. 
If u need to talk, don't hesitate to tell me. I'll listen to all ur thoughts and try my best to help u out!!
Now for ur "friends", I personally believe that you should just unfriend them. It's obvious that they are toxic and fake. Everyone deserves to have loving and caring friends. You do too! 
Try making some new friends on idk group chats and stuffs 
Ykkk those gc about stuffs ure interested in. You will find a lot of people with the same tastes as u and with whom you share common points. Annnnd the people there tend to be soooo nice soo yeah I really recommend u this!!

For your family... I know that it is hard when it's ur own family that is being that harsh to you. And it's not like u can change ur family.
Now, I don't really know anything about your family situation. I cannot really tell u to "stand for urself" oor "try to tell them to stop calling u that or being harsh to u" coz I don't know how they will react to this. Maybe they'll get even more abusive?? 
Try talking to one of ur teachers that u feel the most comfortable with. Explain to them ur situation, and they'll help u. They surely are wiser and will give u nicer advices. 

Idk if u are religious?? If u are, pray for your operation to succeed!! 
I hope it will, and hope ull be alright. 
Once again, don't hesitate to talk to anyone about it; it'll make u feel better + remove a HUGE burden weighing on ur heart.
With love <33