@Shadow When you were born, your one and only goal is to survive and live a full life. If you're wondering about "how do I live my life?", "What is the meaning of it?", etc. During your journey of living your life, you may encounter obstacles that would stop you, for an example is this comment of yours. You're envy of how he get more bit****, the more you think about it, the harder it will be for you to escape that obstacles. Everyone has been there, well almost everybody, including me. You're not alone, you just don't treat yourself enough and you're impatient about it, don't think of it, I know it would be hard but you need to keep on pushing. If you had any trouble, let me know.
(Sorry for bad English, it's my 3rd language.)
(Sorry for bad English, it's my 3rd language.)
Rah