Comment by Whatever on The Forgotten Field - Chapter 19

1. The engagement is broken cos fl gets injured really badly and varkas originally decided to stay with alya and not go after fl or look for her it gets late/or days pass they assume she is dead... but she becomes crippled and her beauty is apparently lost. They king decided that as punishment varkas will marry fl. 
2. The reason fl is hurt cos her mother plans a wyern attack. 
3. The marriage is rushed she is heavily drugged for the pain and to numb herself she got what she wanted but she never wanted it this way out of guilt
3. Fl feels that ml would be disgusted with her so keeps her distance she is still very aggressive with him. They reach his home he keeps her away from his half siblings and tends to her injuries etc I think she does heal cos empress does summon healers but fl scratches them open but this is before marriage but she is scarred is what they imply on her leg. 
4. Varkas becomes grand Duke after his father/idk if he is father i assume it is. 
5. Emperess/fl mother tells her she needs an heir trying to manipulate her that she needs an heir to hold some leverage to the throne or Gareth will have too much power and throw her out (Gareth apparently likes fl mother in that way so sleeps with women that look like her) 

5. Fl basically forces herself on ml majority its coercion intimacy really she gets pregnant as is really happy vowing to love and care for the child and she does but the pregnancy is very hectic she gives birth early... and well the baby is still born... she never got to hold him or see him properly cos varkas holds her away so she doesn't have to witness smtg like that. But with the toll it took and sleeping herbs she tskes she goes to the grave and cries... still very aggressive to ml and forces herself on him while he slept. He stops her but she is too out of her mind and says he is a liar and shouldnt say he will give her whatever she wants. 
6. I don't remember much in between but the empress dies and I think the king is like ml can divorce her if he wants but he says no that he won't just throw her away like that
6. She says that she doesn't want to even see him i think he does leave left behind marigolds. He goes to aid a battlefield and gives an oath to protect the two crown siblings etc. 
7. While she lives alone she saw a group of wild wolves being killed she stops them from killing one and raises him she is happy and living better. Varkas meets someone that tells him about the wolf etc basically its a magical beast its huge and cant be dangerous but when varkas meets fl he noticed that the beast protects her from him there is a whole court scene to prove that the wolf is safe and won't harm.

8. Once again a few more things happen my memory is sh**.
9. But they get closer this time idk how but maybe cos she said she trusts him and he recalls when she said she didnt in the past he initiates the kiss and she tells him to meet her in their room i think she is also worried about him not sleeping after returning from the war and insist he sleep he kisses her again and tries to be intimate but wolf interferes so fl drugs the wolf the next time so he sleeps and doesn't interfere but both kiss the next time and sleep peacefully together other stuff happens I won't say its like necessary or major. The kissing parts could be wrong he does kiss her but where it happened and what was first or second I don't remember they stuff mentioned in each kiss does happen.
10. Atp ml is said to either die or use fl as sacrifice instead I think he committed a crime or violence and that was the way out. This is where idk what came first or later but Gareth being stupid gets captured as a war prisoner or maybe this was way before. 
11. Anyways fl dies. Idk how but why now after everything and well they never confess their love but there are also speculation from other readers the ml can read minds he called alya a snake. And that they fl could be revived. Or they should find a way cos why would it end like that. The end is still ongoing.