@Mika (im telling u this from a guy pov )at the first girl its okay if u panic for ur first time and ur bf need to be more patient and Understood that u need time .+ Invite u to his house after a date is a bit early like u need to make a peaceful environment first nd after u calm down nd accept everything u can make love with him .
And for a second thought i will tell that what exactly do u expect from a pp to look glamorous or something? Its a normal thing to look bad or maybe he didn't take care of his pp or shave....etc so u can open up to him nd tell him about ur concerns that will elevate ur relation but if he start getting defensive and angry just know that he is a red flag and only want one thing from u .
I hope that i helped u even for a bit
And for a second thought i will tell that what exactly do u expect from a pp to look glamorous or something? Its a normal thing to look bad or maybe he didn't take care of his pp or shave....etc so u can open up to him nd tell him about ur concerns that will elevate ur relation but if he start getting defensive and angry just know that he is a red flag and only want one thing from u .
I hope that i helped u even for a bit
