@Boytoy in the first chapters After tj left ians apartment ian said every time I meet him I keep remembering the past ( talking about TJ)ian just wanted to brush off his past including TJ but he just couldn't because he is connected with him somehow and that's why he was about to cancel his decision when TJ were in danger ian told him that he will kill everyone for him And we will see in the next chapters but he is really gonna kill people for TJ safety