Comment by Material Girl🥵💅 on Painter Of The Night - Chapter 90 V2

i discovered bl when I was 9.i am now sixteen.

Same but it's not a flex i am very ashamed of myself but I'm not a pervert or smth. Well i discovered this when i was 10 it was rally famous on TikTok and now I'm 11 trying to read it cuz my curiosity kills me (i rlly hate the fact that people age shaming me like it's kind of my fault i was exposed to the internet i don't go out that much my father hated me my friends is toxic so ever since then i had social anxiety which no one believes. this is the only thing that gave me comfort. when i vent people will always say "you're too young, you're just being overdramatic" "No you do not have social anxiety you're just shy" "we did everything for you, you're so ungrateful!" "Do you even know what social anxiety is? You're too young you don't know what i feels like i suffered from this or that" adults always act like they're the victim. This is why I hate adult's on the internet they make me feel bad about myself it consumes me.

ELEVEN??? NINE??? what i discovered it when i was 15 ☠️