@Shruti it's late but I hope you are okay and please don't do that I know your are hurting inside and people may not understand your feelings but in the end life itself is very short 100 years may seem long but it's way too short so I hope you see it till the end I am sure you will find happiness in an unexpected circumstances somewhere in the future so look forward to life it's an adventure game so enjoy and try to master it you will learn the thrill of life then