The downward spiral is crazy man~ ngl it's hard to climb out when you're so lost in your thoughts and I can relate since the brain is so hardcore that it can make your thoughts seem like it's real. This man cant even help him because homeboi is way too scared of the possibility of rejection that he's already rejecting himself.
Honestly he has waited all this time to slowly make his moves on Jeong-yoon, not forcing himself completely, checking in with him with the patience of saint~ he's afraid too and both of them got this insecurity, its rough to watch but even harder to be in it aahh