@Cookie Girllllllllllllllllllllllllll. I won't say you're in love or anything. But I think it's just your head until it's not. Maybe u have feelings for her, or you like her as a person. You are only sure once something happens. Could you try hugging her and see how that feels? I don't know how to help, but you are still on the right path to determining why you are drawn to her.
FOREVER YAOI