Am I the only who is enjoying it rather being traumatized....let me tell you my story when I first started reading this type dark bl manga I was traumatized because after all this bullshit I still enjoying reading I thought how much insane I am....and it is normal for me......I like this kind of story....I don't feel anything I just enjoy....physical education, sadistic bl side story there are more I feel like I only enjoy this kind of manga....as long as someone is suffering I am gonna read it.....think I am mental....but you all are in same page as me 
