@Lovebuzz No he isn't. He is just broken. I went through something similar as a kid. I blamed myself for years until I heard the full story because I was 6 and wasn't taught any better. I feel bad for the guy honestly. Of course he was an easy target. He was isolated, alienated, and shunned his whole life. I hope he does get help in the story and meets someone nice but I doubt it because the yaoi community is full of freak