@Aphelios Lunari i actually do too. I had read some spoilers
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saying that he did not actually make our yan yan as a stand in before. It just so happens that blond bi*** had save him before so he is always minding him.
Also before the accident, he actually does not understand his feelings himself toward our cute shou but still he loves him.
