@Aini♡ i was NOT pampered, on the contrary, and trought my experiences i didnot grew up normaly, the mental and physical stress i experienced as a child broke weaker ppl, like some i meet in my live, like toothsticks. but even then, druggs? NEVER!
there are better ways to feel yourself alive and to try forgeting your past (what you never could or can do and were no drugg, alcohol or experience can erase it from your mind).
druggs are an easy way, but the worst, becouse you have your past who fuc*** your mind, you have an addiction that pushes you headfirst deeper in the sh**, you feel disqusted from your self with each sh** you take, and more.
i never hated myself enough to take them, i chose to blame the ones who were at foult on what i experienced, that was the first stepp, the next was anger and rage and the will to not wana be like them and never to loose to them and get the looser they wanted me to grow into.
and tbh. weak minded fools should just end themself and there are faster ways than this druggshit.
there are better ways to feel yourself alive and to try forgeting your past (what you never could or can do and were no drugg, alcohol or experience can erase it from your mind).
druggs are an easy way, but the worst, becouse you have your past who fuc*** your mind, you have an addiction that pushes you headfirst deeper in the sh**, you feel disqusted from your self with each sh** you take, and more.
i never hated myself enough to take them, i chose to blame the ones who were at foult on what i experienced, that was the first stepp, the next was anger and rage and the will to not wana be like them and never to loose to them and get the looser they wanted me to grow into.
and tbh. weak minded fools should just end themself and there are faster ways than this druggshit.
