@Sondrman I reccomed you to read Here U Are. It has like 100 and more chapters, it's a pretty fast reading and it's one of the most beautiful love story I ever read. It kept me going two years ago, when I was having a pretty similar situation eith school like you. I hope it can bring you a smile like it did to me.
Also, try and seek out therapy. For your own good. Good luck, buddy.
Also, try and seek out therapy. For your own good. Good luck, buddy.
Please, PLEASE, read Here U Are and Semantic Error. They may be short but they are the best love stories I have ever read on this site.