Comment by Amena on Shadow Realm - Chapter 38

Comment on ChapterShadow Realm - Chapter 38
The thing i've noticed is that both of them are victims. I feel bad for chaon because he is stuck in a mixed love. That seems more like lu** rather than love. But he cant escape it because he really loves him. And in his eyes sehan loves him too. So he takes all of it. He always blames himself in situation where he shouldnt be. He wants to be loved in actions, words and emotion. But sehan is opposite. Stil he doesnt think theres anyone better than sehan. So he is stuck in a confusing loop. 

And Sehan on the other side, lacks in showing his love. I cant blame him tho because he has never seen an example of how love even looks like. He was born in a toxic situation. Where love has no meaning. Physical abuse is normalized and he has to fight to survive. So he doesnt know how loving looks like. To him love means s**. He loves Chaon. But he doesnt know how to express it. He doesnt know what being soft means. He thinks his "gentleness" is a sign of weakness. 

They both dont know what love is, fricked up BL😭😭 but idk maybe he might change for the better. I apologize if i said anything wrong
Bro, someone tell me how to change my darn pfp. The "A" in my pfp is scaring me. I swear its directly looking at my soul