@Akira it's called intrusive thoughts and i do have them but in a very disgusting way- i don't want them and they don't shape me as a person so i understand where you come from with that comment and what the other one meant and both of you are right. He has intrusive thoughts but unlke me and you who don't like them i believe he got used to them to the point he believes it's himself and his mind's turest thoughts. (WHICH ISNT! it's our mind's self defence or smth i forgor what the doctor said lolol