@Ive been neutered not possible when you are always surrounded by a bunch of people and professors , working in a group, people assuming you are their friend and you can't really push them away coz that would distrupt the team projects, partner who you love too much but they just end up hurting you, but you have a guilty conscience and a weak heart that you can't leave them
@Danny I mean, do you have a lover or have people that consider you a friend? The first step usually to getting rid of your emotions and feelings is to stop caring about other people and how it will affect them. Maybe you will feel guilty for doing it, but if you would really want to be numb then blocking out people's feelings is the way to go. It doesn't mean you don't have to interact with them. There's a difference between doing it to be nice or to just get by in society
