I keep opening and closing the tab... I'm like "imma sleep... wait one more... no imma sleep!! But one more..." help. It's 12

I'm the no.1 Fudanshi okay..?
Recs:
Murderous Lewellyns Candlelit Dinner
Killing Stalking (not yaoi)
Our youth
Like a Fever Dream
LTIT
Dreadful Night