tbh i didnt like the onesided effort but i kinda understand tatsumi feeling of not wanting to have mutual feeling or so. like if i were a fraud and had a abusive childhood it would take me some time to understand how love truly works. thats why i love this manga as it doesnot show us finding "true love" in just one or two chapters. i thinks this manga could be " bottom fell first but top fell harder " kinda genre.