Ugh the story was so so good at first it had the perfect amount of angst but was still so comforting now it's juste became the same cliche "ml juste ignore fl for years with no explanation" I mean I know he's trying to protect her and blah blah blah but If he really loved her after he became an adult why didn't he spend the last years to try and change and leave the gangster life and go found her again instead of just sleeping and being bored.. A ml that just give up without even fighting is so so boring even if he's green flag. Expect if he couldn't do anything before or if he is already trying without us knowing which I hope is the case