honestly just reading this disgusts me. The way he was traumatized from getting r4ped and stabbed the people was so upsetting, wished he would've had a better life. This could've been such a great story without the s ex (and without the yaoi I'm sorry). Could've been a awesome story if the author written the characters better, I don't like Carl. He's just weird. But, the art style is really nice though. That's the only thing I like about this.