@Your Mom I'm a girl stuck with two younger brothers and it's chaotic. But yeah I think I meant I want an older brother like yosef 
Just one more chapter 
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Roses are red, violets are blue,
I'm hooked on BL, what can I do?
Lost in those stories, my heart's in a spin,
Delusional? Definitely, but it's a sweet sin.