@Cheeesooochees so in this chapter it explains Ilay's thought progress of how Tay left him, his perspective goes like "oh you broke my dumb dumb little heart so I want to kill you because my ego was hurt. Instead I killed two random people while envisioning it was you nd now my dumb dumb little a** is in a jail cell" hope that was explanatory, lmk if you have any other questions abt it
