i dont know why, but the way yoonb.um views relationships and life is very relatable (i wouldnt kill someone tho). I tend to become extremely obsessive like him, and i haventhese weird moments where i think that one small thing, like lending me a pen, means that someone is in love with me. Or one small action like them sending an 'ily' text instead of an 'i love you' text means they want to break up. All this while having constant suicidal thoughts and a general feeling that life has no purpose. I feel like i dont have any values most of the time, and i just always feel hollow. Is this just me?
Comment by kdl CEDJNM on Killing Stalking - Chapter 19 : [End Of Season 1]
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you're not alone... it happens to me too and i have bpd
you should genuinely seek help from a professional dear, because it will hamper your life in a disastrous way :(