I don't really understand. but these days just for a few minutes I get a very bad urge to kill sorry "hit" my brother and no it's not cuz I'm a phyco he's a fuc**** emotionless bi*** 🤬🤬 when I have this very bad day and yes I really mean it when I say very very very bad day like I'm seriously gonna die I'm not joking he makes these rude and unnecessary comments and kicks me out of his room when he just waddles in my room without knocking or anything and when I tell him to get out he has the NERVE to tell me to "calm down" and " you don't have to be so serious" when he literally he dragged me out of his room with my whole arm turning bright red from how tightly he was holding it 🤬🤬 and makes fun of me if I get sad or start to cry and the worst thing is I actually forgive him the next day when he acts even a bit nicer 😠. Anyways enough about me so what I trying to say is... just ignore them they can't do anything to you and if they try to smack you just run away and hide or something, lock the door. They don't have any right to do anything to you. And repeating a year may sound serious and all but it's not that bad, I actually repeated a year twice as well got nothing of it but learned more than what I could've if I hadn't repeated the year, the one losing here would be your parents (losing as in their money).
BL Reincarnation: https://mangabuddy.com/manga-list/105170