I can not handle my emotions i think that is my crime
Every da** day i do my time 2x
Every da** day waking up is a chore
I don’t think i can deal with this anymore
If my life is a story it has no lore
Just sadness not a da** ounce of happiness
I just drown in my misery happily
I just drown in my misery happily
I don’t get a beat drop just a heart drop
When my heart shatters
i can still hear the laughter
I don’t cry anymore
People die to da** often
My tears could make a river but all i do is close my door and act like i don’t care anymore
Someone once told me stand tall or else you will fall
But everyday i fall i just want stability
Because life feels like a wrecking ball
When i fall i really want to ball but i can’t these walls i’m trapped in stop me from showing any feeling at all those words really get to me whose? My own they hurt the because they are never wrong i am worthless i really think so i’m holding on by a thread wrapped around my neck and i think i’m ready to fall
I can’t hold on let me fall x2
Please don’t waste your time
Because i’m not worth anything at all
Let me die
Even if i cry
I don’t think i can even if i try i still fall
I don’t think i can cry i don’t think i can try
Please don’t wave goodbye x2
Because i’ll still be a burden unless my head is full of lead so say goodbye as i rest on my deathbed
i just thought of it how is it btw suck it veldora