@Тимур Росен well it's all a speculation so far but as we can see now, the top genuinely is terrified of what he has become and what has he done to the bottom, he has never been into heavy bdsm
we can slowly see in the most recent chapters that he has been suffering greatly this whole relationship has changed him as a person and he is scared of himself and what he might be capable of doing so that's one
soon (hopefully) the bottom will come clean and tell him that he has been using him to get over/replace his ex that he still loves and that he has been cheating on him with the ex which unfortunately i believe will lead the top to lose himself again and will harm the bottom just so he wouldn't leave him (this way he believes he can make him choose him instead of the ex, "proving" to him that he can do it to - heavy bdsm) imo it all will last a while this whole viscous circle of mistakes but at some point the top might have had enough and will try to get help by getting therapy as he was in the ch1 talking about how it all went downhill how much he hated who he has become etc.
i believe this would be a nice ending, the top getting back on his feet, overcoming the heartbreak and trying to move on:) question remains whether the bottom decided to live true to himself too and get treated or he stayed believing that he genuinely loves the heavy bdsm world (which he obviously doesn't) if it's the latter - i hope he gets out of the top's life completely and they will never see each other again as sad as it is
we can slowly see in the most recent chapters that he has been suffering greatly this whole relationship has changed him as a person and he is scared of himself and what he might be capable of doing so that's one
soon (hopefully) the bottom will come clean and tell him that he has been using him to get over/replace his ex that he still loves and that he has been cheating on him with the ex which unfortunately i believe will lead the top to lose himself again and will harm the bottom just so he wouldn't leave him (this way he believes he can make him choose him instead of the ex, "proving" to him that he can do it to - heavy bdsm) imo it all will last a while this whole viscous circle of mistakes but at some point the top might have had enough and will try to get help by getting therapy as he was in the ch1 talking about how it all went downhill how much he hated who he has become etc.
i believe this would be a nice ending, the top getting back on his feet, overcoming the heartbreak and trying to move on:) question remains whether the bottom decided to live true to himself too and get treated or he stayed believing that he genuinely loves the heavy bdsm world (which he obviously doesn't) if it's the latter - i hope he gets out of the top's life completely and they will never see each other again as sad as it is