@SIR INTEGRA I think the main reason for that is because this is most likely his last life, with the signs he got with the really good stuffs he gained, the changes that happened which did not occured in his previous attempts, the possibility that this might actually really be his last life had made him value himself and others more... I mean there's a difference between being relieved that you have another shot than knowing that after this, there won't be another chance