@Myneʕ⁎̯͡⁎ʔ༄ Its ptsd. He's not emotionally unstable and he also feels guilty to take her in just for her to end up serving him for the rest of her life. He doenst feel worthy of it is all. As for the past, though it was a horrible thing he did, he was way past his own concious mind. He was pretty much not sane at that point.The doctor made him worse with those type of treatment and his insecurity (basically delusions, hallucination) only grew along with his ptsd, it projected onto the fl.