As for her feelings concerning Navier and her ending, 2 things:
1. She has been shown to admire Navier, even back when she was a slave (the scene with Lebettis portrait), and she still did in a way even after she became a terrible person, but instead of the reverence admiration it was more in the vein of envy. The only emotions were still there, but rather than treating her as a good person for possessing them Rashta believed they were qualities she herself deserved more than Navier. It doesnt say anything about love. And Im pretty sure the "Ive always LIKED you" part is a translation error ngl, cause the novel displays it more as her having put Navier on a pedestal, which is true cause even after she started to hate her she was constantly trying to *be* like her.
2. The ending isn't an attempt at any narrative, its literally just Rashta hallucinating from the poison 😒 SHE believes that their apparitions are forgiving her, but thats it. It's not that deep.
1. She has been shown to admire Navier, even back when she was a slave (the scene with Lebettis portrait), and she still did in a way even after she became a terrible person, but instead of the reverence admiration it was more in the vein of envy. The only emotions were still there, but rather than treating her as a good person for possessing them Rashta believed they were qualities she herself deserved more than Navier. It doesnt say anything about love. And Im pretty sure the "Ive always LIKED you" part is a translation error ngl, cause the novel displays it more as her having put Navier on a pedestal, which is true cause even after she started to hate her she was constantly trying to *be* like her.
2. The ending isn't an attempt at any narrative, its literally just Rashta hallucinating from the poison 😒 SHE believes that their apparitions are forgiving her, but thats it. It's not that deep.