Comment by Gaymendancingonmyballscuzimhornyaf on Stepmother's Friend - Chapter 34

Idk why but every time I read anything I start to feel bad because the author does maybe hard work and all we do is read some words, maybe comment something maybe not and what they get?? Money for their had work right??? But then when I'm reading I can't do anything else than read and comment because I have no money do I can't support them good enough. Then the more I think of it the more it feels bad and I start having suicidal thoughts.. then I feel like cutting and sometimes I do and then I start to feel better and then it starts again. And I can't stop reading either because then it feels like I abandoned the author.. and I know that the word doesn't revolve around me or anything and someone else probably reads too but still I feel bad.