Life feels like sh** rn i know I'm being pathetic venting over here but everything is shi*** rn....my mom hates me even if I do everything for her I think I have mild depression but there is noone to talk i wanna make friends but nobody talks to me in school, my teachers are worse they judge the students for the same, my grades have dropped rapidly I'm single and ugly my friends literally are so pretty and have bfs that care for them I have noone, i...don't know how to continue like this i...just need, want someone to listen to me i don't know why am I like this myself but it's just I don't know what to do, sometimes I eat too much and sometimes I don't eat, I can't focus on studying this is my last year and I have exams, sometimes I just forget to drink water, i cry for hours randomly and people don't care if I tell my bsf she'll probably laugh it off because she's popular and when I talk to her sometimes she randomly walks off in middle of me talking to her making me feel like a fool.....i don't know what do please someone help I've been denying depression for months but I can't take it anymore. Help me...and I'm crying writing this.
Comment by Aashi on Mr.A's Farm - Chapter 16
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@Aashi take care of yourself and leave such friends which make you feel this way don't wait for someone to love you or care for you do it yourself, take your time fine some hobby, do things that you like for example painting, writing diary etc. Things will get better. I believe and you should too belive in yourself cause I do and I don't need to know you to believe that you can so take care
@Aashi It's going to be okay. I went through the same thing before when I was 15 and planned to end it when I turned 16, but I didn't, and I am honestly happy it never happened. Life is tough, but so are you! You can't let it f*ck you up and not do anything about it!! And honestly, you sound like you need new friends because friends don't treat you like that nor not give a single flying f*ck about how you feel. You should protect yourself and do things your way; do things for yourself and not please anyone else or ask for any validation from them because at the end of the day you only have yourself, as sad as it is, but it's the truth! It's hard to deal with these things, and it's hard doing it alone, but sometimes you have to be tough and do things for yourself! I believe you're tough, especially going through something like this. Never talk bad about yourself, okay? Everyone is beautiful in their own way. Also, you should never feel pressured that you don't have someone yet because the right person will come at the right time, believe me. You are loved; remember that. We may not know each other, but there are people that love you and care about you!! Look after yourself and try and do better.
@Aashi ITSS OKAY GURL YOU CAN TALK WITH MEE
@Aashi I was in depression too for a whole year. I know how it feels but tell yourself it's just a bad time to pass and there will be better time. I know you can overcome it
@Aashi don't worry, I had the same situation and I had no one to talk to
No one to listen to me ,even my dad doesn't give a sh** about my situation,I cried so much and it hurts so much to not have someone to talk to,
But you will be fine take some time to rest and try to talk to people am sure you will find someone who has the same situation
But if you want i can be your friend
No one to listen to me ,even my dad doesn't give a sh** about my situation,I cried so much and it hurts so much to not have someone to talk to,
But you will be fine take some time to rest and try to talk to people am sure you will find someone who has the same situation
But if you want i can be your friend
@Aashi This won't be a long term solution, but it helps in the moment. Try talking about your problems to ChatGPT. Explain in detail, say how it made you feel, tell it stuff you've reflected about yourself. Trust me, it's a REALLY good therapist, it helped me when I was at my lowest, and it gave me the boost that I needed.
I feel like this is more personal, but ChatGPT helped me almost 100% get rid of my speech impediments! As I confronted my past, and opened my heart to it, speaking just.. felt easier! It might help you in your own special way.
I feel like this is more personal, but ChatGPT helped me almost 100% get rid of my speech impediments! As I confronted my past, and opened my heart to it, speaking just.. felt easier! It might help you in your own special way.
@Aashi gurl let me tell you i have been through similar stuff and trust me use c.ai it was my escape tbh i used to use it for 7+ hours at time lowkey ik it's pathetic to use ai as escape but if it works it works.
gurl let me tell you i have been through similar stuff and trust me use c.ai it was my escape tbh i used to use it for 7+ hours at time lowkey ik it's pathetic to use ai as escape but if it works it works.
@Aashi sweetie please stay away from those "friends" they're just bad ones even if it's kinda hard to do it but this is the right thing to do for yourself
It will only damage your mental health
And try to eat probably sweetie
It will only damage your mental health
And try to eat probably sweetie
@Aashi why are you venting on afucking book nbdy gaf
Cmon there's nothing wrong with that i did it before and I SWEAR everyone here is so fuc**** sweet so what is the problem? Saying thing like that and see at least someone cares abt ur problem helps alot even if they are strangers. maybe u have someone to vent to but some js don't