I am really sorry for sharing this but now I am at the cremation Place. My neighbour (a boy, 24 years old) who was also my friend for 19 years attempted suicide*, he burnt himself down . Now he is dead , it happened yesterday night. He left a letter behind. There's the reason was his father is having a affair with his girlfriend and he got her pregnant. And this happened when they were in relationship ( it's 4 years+ love ) ...1 month ago they had their anniversary and I was also invited. Now I am literally shaking writing this . I have to write this because I feel guilty even in the last bits of my gut .
@Youh Halisa I was simply reading this story and enjoying the story line, even when people were triggered about cheating and anything more I just laughed it out thinking they were childish and what so not . I don't actually write comments . This my first. But I apologise to the all of you whom I thought that way . You can't understand the pain until it happens to you . I lost my 19 years long friend whom I also viewed like a big brother. In my 23 year life, there's no place where I can't find his traces (from academics to playing to partying to social works) ...his presence was like "air" to me . I am sorry I laughed at people, when I was the one who didn't get their pain . I can't continue this anymore. My heart is shattering into many pieces as I am watching his rest of the body burning on the creamation wood bed (as per Hindu religion) . I didn't think this would happen to somebody I know, for me reality and fiction were far away from eachother. But I was wrong. I am quitting. 💔
@Youh Halisa Hey... It's okay.. I'm very sorry to hear that... I don't know how to console you... But I hope you feel better... A tiny little bit is fine too... I feel very sad when I read your comment..
@Youh Halisa I can feel your pain . My Aunt also died because her husband's infidelity with my another aunt . So I know the curse of this pain . I am still recovering ❤️🩹. Hope you meet you recovery soon 🙏🏻
@Youh Halisa the boy must have been so soft hearted. Didn't know how Harsh the real society was ! So he couldn't handle it anymore 💔 Such sudden attacks on emotions can lead to this type of mishaps 💔. If someone was there by his side he wouldn't have resorted to this . Scientifically it is said , the sudden moment of earge to end life if can be surpassed then the tendency to suicide reduces to a minimum level.
