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NEET 2024 EXAM IS FUC*** AND I'M SO FUC**** DISAPPOINTED AND FEELING ALL THESE EMOTIONS AT ONCE THAT I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW LIKE I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO FEEL NOW U GUYS

so everyone who doesn't know what I'm talking about....Don't worry I won't tell u so no point in questioning me for what I'm ranting about.......

I just wanna tell you that I will kill myself this month like literally BEFORE THIS FUC**** MONTH ENDS.......I do not know what to do now.......and I don't want to do anything either I feel fuc**** depressed and I will happily accept my untimely death whenever offered from whoever sent me to this bullshit world.....
Oh and congrats to my parents for finally being rid of useless-ass****-me
I'm awake and it's 1:30 am here because I can't fuc**** sleep......I wish someone just breaks my door and stabs me with a big a** knife before I even notice them... because I Don't want my murderer's face to be the last one I see before dying and also I want a quick death with as much less pain as possible.......I hope that mf up there listens to my prayers and grants me either a medical seat or death...

I feel fuc**** insane rn and this whole day was one of the worst for me...... I can't even sleep because of these fuc**** thoughts........like please someone kill me before I fall asleep....please.....
I'm done guys......I'm literally just done with everything

21 Replies

Asterin·1 year ago

@SH** Yo bro i also wrote NEET this yr and I'm pretty fuc**** sure I ain't getting sh** but he** if i talk bout suicide or murder cause of tht. If u don't get NEET then try another stream like engineering maybe or management, it ain't the end .
If u still think sh** as depressing as giving up and dying like that then that's when u truly become a fuc**** loser
😊😊

AnudhritiMember·1 year ago

@SH** I have given up totally ....after 3 drops when u score 600 and still don't get any college that's just..I don't have any words to express what I'm feeling ....I just wanna die now ..I don't wanna see the future ..I wanna die so bad but then I think what will happen to my parents ...I don't have any mental capability to start over again..I wanna fuc**** cry loudly to let the fuc**** world know that I'm not a failure..I tried ..I tried my best..I fought ..but ,today I'm a failure to the society..

AnudhritiMember·1 year ago

@SH** I wanna die ..but I'm scared of pain ...it would be great if I don't wake up tomorrow morning..

Asterin ·1 year ago

@Anudhriti Not tryna be rude or insensitive so don't take this the wrong way. If you tried that hard for it and it still wasn't enough then maybe u need to change lanes. Idk maybe take a break, move on, find your interests and pursue them rather than being hung up on ur losses. There are many jobs in this and many different fields to study. I was like u guys until a few months ago, preparing for this exam and knowing i ain't gon get it. I'm gonna try again cus i know this is my passion but in case my mind changes or i don't get it next year i would rather take another field than waste further time. Your youth is meant to be lived through and through, not wasted. It doesn't matter if u study your a** off as long as you end up stable and happy.
So in summary, don't talk about dying when you're not sure of what reason ur dying for or whether or not it's worth dying for

Orv is the best sh**Member·1 year ago

@Asterin Just to tell you the context of the sadness

it is not students fault its NTA's [national testing agency] fault they messed the exam up and us students have to suffer for a single seat in medical college. People are retaking exam for a single mark to get into desired collage because the cut off was increased by 40/50 marks

I myself am going to give NEET next year and am seen my older brother suffer right now
so, i totally get the feeling of the person suffering

SORRY FOR THE RANT I GUESS, I WAS FRUSTRATED

AnudhritiMember·1 year ago

@Asterin this is my passion..and I wanna be a doctor ...if not Idk .. I have taken the B.Sc nursing exam two times(2022, 2023)... and I was eligible for govt nursing colleges every single time..but still, I gave up on that cause I wanna become a doctor...my late grandfather wanted me to become a doctor ...it was his dying wish to see me as a doctor ..so I have to fulfil it by all means possible...

AnudhritiMember·1 year ago

@Orv is the best sh** exactly..in previous years scoring 600 marks meant we were gonna get into govt medical college .. in 2023 my state's cut-off was 580-590 but this year it's 640...

AnudhritiMember·1 year ago

@Orv is the best sh** and then they dare ask why students are killing themselves... it's just an exam..the audacity to ask this question..

ArmageddonMember·1 year ago

@Anudhriti the first thing you need to learn:fuqk fuqqing society,you don't need to answer to them,furthermore find your own path in life,so many people seek justification in the minds of others,even Jesus is freaking unpopular and what'd he do wrong?

ArmageddonMember·1 year ago

@Anudhriti death is not the end of the soul my friend,it's not going to necessarily erase your misery,try not to run from things but face them head on

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