@Eli Everyone has their individual reasons, but for me, I have lost all motivation to do anything else during the day/night, and I've come to the conclusion that this is the one available thing out of my only two options I can do in order to help me feel less...sad, you know? I actually just came to re-read this today because I'm feeling pretty lonely and this seems to be the only thing that makes me feel something, anything at all. Thanks.