ya'll I--😠it's really hard for Jaehan man, I know he have done a lot of bad things but I feel like that's the opposite way of expressing his own feelings (y'know where you do the things that are opposite to what you think). He doesn't directly show, act, or say whatever comes into his mind, so confessing must've been hard for him. Also, he's being conscious because a lot of ppl cling for his money and the whole situation of him is new, so it's understandable that he's overthinking a lot of stuff. Ahhh nvm If you understand me then thank u