When I was around 12, I had a crush on my friend from grade 9. And I prepared a gift that has a necklace of her birthstone with a letter and prepared to give it to her on valentine's day. When I was about to go to her classroom, I saw her classmate giving her a gift and some flowers on the hallway, with his friends holding up a poster written: "Would you be my girlfriend?" . I saw her blushing and accepting his gift while her whole grade cheered for them. I threw away my letter and gave the gift to my friend since it would've been a waste to just throw it away. 

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I feel the pain. ahhhh I'm sorry to hear this T0T it must be super heart breakinggggg!!!