@Hello this is actually relateable i tried to kms some months ago i almost od but my mom braught me kfc and that exact momment when i was crying my eyes out ready to end it my friend texted me it was faith and she made everything so much better because i realky taught the world was gonna end when one bad thing happens it dosent your life is what u make it to be even when it have bad times it also has good times thats just how it is so dont give up because it really isnt worth it this dosent mean everything will magically get better it just takes time and a very posative mindset also its good to write in a notes app i do ir when i feel like od'ing again and i look back on it like "you was so dramatic" and realize the world wont end just beacuse one inconvinience or two or ten
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Im done having feelings for someone that hurt me over and over again for two years and like a fool ofc i forgave you