@Nana would you be able to just overcome your fears and risk your life to have a little chance to gain a better life? She also doesn't know who to trust we as readers can see more than just her perspective that's why we have a clear picture who is good and who is not but she fuc**** doesn't. Her father who loved her killed the people she loved and her childhoodfriend idk what happened between them but something happened that made her hate him. And do you think the red knights are enough to overthrow the empress I don't think so. So just continue reading. And I don't mean to judge since I also want her to finally do something but it isn't that eas