I'm trying to understand what his angle is. The first time I read this (I cried my heart and soul out) but I'm re-reading it again and he's the one who drove her the brink of death emotionally and mentally. He's the one who wanted her to ever experience an ounce of happiness because of something her family did she had no fricken part of. And why would you ruin your perfectly happy marriage?! For revenge?! (I swear when I read his reasoning as to why he was doing this to her I gagged and immediately wished for his demise) Like what did SHE do? Not what her relatives did, what SHE did? Now you're sitting here driving yourself to the brink of insanity trying to convince yourself you don't love her and that she deserves everything that's happening to her but get surprised when she tries to REPEATEDLY commit suicide. Every time I see a smile on his face I feel sick to my stomach. Your past doesn't give you a reason to be a borderline horrible and dispicable human being. I really do hope he gets out of this sick and twisted mindset he needs help and a massive amount of therapy and I hope Anette can just live in peace, and not spend every waking moment trying to kill herself. She truly loved you, never held an ill thought or word to your name, caring and happy, but not every time I see her, her face is expressionless and cold, just wanting her suffering to end. (A thing that irks me to whits end is every time he says or references to her not acting like her normal self like what fu** were you expecting bi***! "Oh I haven't seen her smile like that in a long time" Yeah I fuc**** wonder why.) Sorrybthis was longer than expected but I needed to get my feelings out before I threw something across the room.
