@Miola
do realise suah likes him but hes taking advantage of suah's feelings for his own use to live a normal life. suah scented him since childhood was wrong and i didnt say it was a good thing i'm stating now that it is a bad thing since i didn't say it earlier and i do know jh had no pleasure i never even stated he had pleasure when i stated "using for his own good" i didnt mean it for pleasure i meant it as a way to take advantage of suah's feelings.
he could've done it with any other alpha but later on he realises his feelings thats why, and i do understand that he can't function in a society bc of it but you need to understand suah's pov too