@Mina you're all missing the point. You're all missing the point. That's why I'm asking for a bit of determination. Because everything is just perspective. She is in a gloomy place then step in the sun by means of changing perception. She's lived her life in croyso and Anatole, she only need to choose which life she wants, a bit of determination to choose how she wanted to live. Because no one will live it for her. No one can help her if she doesn't help herself. No one can hear you struggle if yourself felt defeated. You have to fight and struggle. Scream! And start it with even your silent voice that stems in determination.