@Kirigaya sakamaki basically the main character as a child went to a bus station as a child after or before school hours to go home or go to school( I did not recall what time it was but it doesn't seem to matter ). He sees a boy who he seems to think is beautiful, all of the sudden the bus they were on gets hit by a military tank, either the tank driver was drunk or the bus driver was. Either way, he survives with another child. While in the coma he gets nightmares where he sees himself as a death g**, this traumatised him, afterwards he grows up as a brilliant screenwriter who everyone loved for his works. However, everytime an actor plays a main character in the movies, they get into a string of misfortunes getting presumably worser and worser until one day, a guy who played the mc in a movie the mc wrote died and he gets haunted by hallucinations of the supposed death g** and couldn't take it anymore and goes to the part of the country that is still suffering from the war to live and abandons his past life. One day he stumbles across the other main character after getting beaten up by people. That's how the first chapter ends so