@haku please no need to hurt your self, maybe your in so much pain mentaly, but there is poeple out there suffering more than you and going through he** but they chose to fight and to stand up, i am one of them i even once tried to cut my hand buy i stoped i saw that there is no point of hurting my self or killing my self. i was in pain and tired and sick of life till last year, i suffered for about 15 years but now i am happy and got my happy life and i am thinkfull that i didnt end my life because of punch of mean people. Dont do bad things to yourself you dont know what will happen in the future❤❤. If you want to ask how i was able to live in these 15 years, i wont be able to tell you exactly because i say to myself wow did i realy make it out safly from these 15 years! but i will tell you somthing, happiness is a decition you make and i am sure everyone here is able to make it but they need the small push that will make them start making it. Live and smile and dont worry there is people like you and i am sure your and their pain will fade one day.